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I Wish I Could Tell You...

I wish I could tell you that just the sight of you gives me butterflies,
that my heart starts to race and my knees get weak.

I wish I could tell you that I’m scared,
scared of rejection and humiliation.
scared that I’m not good enough,
and that your past will blind you from your future.

I wish I could tell you that I don’t care what they think,
that I don’t care what they say,
and that nothing and no one can stop me from feeling how I feel.

I wish I could tell you that I wanna know the real you,
the true you,
not the you others see you as.

I wish I could tell you that I’m not like those girls,
and I never will be.
I won’t lie or cheat just to hurt you.

I wish I could tell you that you deserve better.
But right now…
its just no use.